New Tracker!!!

Okay so I got this off a youtube from probably 2 months ago and thought i sounded pretty cool.  So all I did was take a bunch of sticknotes and pined them to my pin- up boards with 4 push-pins holding each note in place.  As I lose pounds I take out one push-pin and once I lose another complete five pounds I take down the whole sticky note.  Even though you can't see it... on the back of each stickynote is somthing motivational to keep me losing weight. So when I lose 5 pounds I just flip over the sticky note and place it back on board so I stay motivated.

Sorry I haven't been updating my blog lately, I've been very busy with school, friends, family and my job :P Also I've gained like 2 or 3 pounds.  Not very happy about... but it happens. 

Still Staying Positive and Motivated!! :D

Day 26: I'm soo sick with myself!

Okay so basically last time I checked I'm back to 177 pounds.  I haven't been doing so well and I'm disgusting myself.  So here is my LIFE PROMISE to myself.  In the year 2011 I will eventually be 40 punds lighter.  My deadline I'm giving myself is until June 6th and.... at 6pm.  I will turn the devil's number into one of the happiest moments of my life. :) On that day and time I will have overcome one of the biggest challenges in my life.

So as of today I'm preping for my LIFE PROMISE!!

AMAZING THINGS ARE GOING TO HAPPEN!!! TELL ME YOUR LIFE PROMISE OF 2011 :)

Day 0: Get Ready... Set... GO!

The first thing you need to know about me and my weight, is that the two of us have never seen eye to eye,... and for good reason.  MY WEIGHT SCARES ME!  It has intimidated me for the better part of my fifteen years on this earth, and whenever my weight and I have to battle it out, my weight always wins. What really pisses me off is that I let my weight win, almost as if without putting up a fight. I just... give up, as simple as that, and it makes me SICK.  Things are gonna be different now, hell, things already have changed. 1. I've done my research to find out what reasonable goals I need to be setting myself to keep motivated. 2. I'm actually scheduling-in my exercise time, not just fitting it in where I find time. 3. I've acknowledged foods I need to more AND less of.  This is important because, I think a major factor in changing my life is going to be still being able to enjoy the foods I love.... just in moderation.  This is kinda how I came up for my title "Live 2 Love*Love 2 Laf".  I'm gonna live my life so I can finally start loving myself and other around me more, and I'm gonna learn that loving myself means being able to laf about my mistakes so they don't get the best of me. 

Here's my Plan of Attack:

• - Eat 1300 to 1500  calories per day
• - Cardio/Gym 4-5 times per week
• - Keep focused on little goals  

P.S Starting this coming Saturday, I'll start posting videos/ pic along with measurements once a month
P.P.S  Join me on my journey! :) Keep me updated with your own progress or advice for me.